A guy - this heart also breaks!

I won't cry , okay!! Sometimes I shy!
I am a hypocrite but that is okay because nobody cares that this is why?
I am a liar! But why i lie nobody knows
And I don't bother to say the truth to those!
I m heartless! People think so..
But I do cry not in front of everybody but only in front of one who give me her lap to cry and shout as much as I want!
I don't respect women! But only to those who just wanted to respect them in the manner of toil.
But only you deserved to get respected not I?

I have a family too ,which is born and brought up by a women and I respect her because she didn't make it fag.
I am also a lump of this world like you but I didn't make it count" in front of tom" That how many time i got forgo!
I laugh and make fun of life because I don't want to imagine the brutality which I opposed and end up calling one of them in this orb!
There are only bad and good not men and women dont be the Law Lord !  Don't astray the world to judge us as like as you want !
You choosed my colour , you choosed my clothing , you choosed my way of walking and talking, I didn't choosed all this! !
I also came from the womb from where you come we are one so make it count .
I am also shattered! Dont just make it only your's realm.
We are same ! Now it's your wish to judge us as like you want!
This is the orb you can't run because at the end shadow will show you the exact crown which we are gonna mold for both of us.

Pallavi singh.